hello. Labels: my say
ok. 2007; so its a brand new year fo everyone. i know its a week late but wadever, i can only update on weekends wad! hmpft.
guess what, for the first time in my 15 years, im having sore eyes! ON BOTH EYES!!!! hahaha. happy but not really uhs. =)
okk, lets blog about HipHopAganda. To those who didnt make it, you're a bitch/dickhead as what Amir will say. Even tho the whole event didnt go as planned, it was a blast! CC's first performance was best. We performed "Irreplaceable" & an original track, which we featured Rauzan on the bridge and chorus, "Feel It (Just Breathe)" . It was all good. Enjoyed myself big time. I loved what I was in. DAMYN! i was looking fly. :DD haha.
the whole thing was great. thanks to those who came and supported CC on our first performance. =D
Anyway, Crimson Coalition is now known as "CREAMZONS" =)
if you read my previous post, i wrote to Amir, "tell me ur love drug".
he did. and its me. =D wheets. uh huhs.
amazingly, he pulled me out from the mess i was in with 'that-someone's-boyfriend' and now im attached to Amir! wheets.
you guys didnt see this one coming did you? neither did i. seriously.
well, when i met him the first time at Woodlands RC, i asked Lynn who he was la.. i had no freaking idea i was his love drug. so then, as time pass.. he read my blog and he stapled sense to my dead unfunctioning brain about 'that-someone's-boyfriend' and somehow now i am in a relationship with him. my feelings for him is not as truckloads but i trust it'll grow and bloom with time. ((((: (now back to the countdown)
when 2007 first ticks it's second, i was standing alone by the stage where the sound system was. that was where Amir was on duty that day. He was the event manager there.. I stood there alone, thinking what i was doing. Everyone was being hype and crazy with huge big wide smiles on their faces. I beamed with delight to see so much happiness but it didnt stay fo long because i realised immedietly that behind those smiles, everyone has something to cry a river for.. Then, I made my way to the other side of the stage to where Fana was. She was the first I gave my wishing to and a hug. Then, I went out to the crowd and pulled Swayza back stage. That was when the SheerzSisters somehow reunited. We hugged and I tell you the feeling of LOVE was undescribeable. It was simply amazing. Tears were treckling down my cheeks. I couldn't believe it. How can so much good things be happening on one day?
I got attached to Amir. Swayza, Me & Fana back once again.
GOSSH! Its a great headstart for me to 2007!
During the dance party.. Creamz were grinding with each other. GOSSH! Fatal was hawts! *smacks head*
Then, I pumped and crunked with Tasha, Syasya, Fana, Swayza, Tasha's sister whom I do not know her name but has been very irritating to me. haha. My arse and my thighs hurts like hell the next day.
After the whole event, I chill out at RC with Afiq, Amir, Fana, Syasya, Tasha, Feeqah, Tasha's sister whom I do not know her name but has been very irritating to me, Redha, bla bla bla...
We chilled till 6am. Fana took the MRT.. I took 187 home.. Amir sent me. Thanks darls. =))
Reached home, took a quick shower and had my rest. Then the next morning, wen i came online.. Feekee asked me to drop down to town. But no, I was too tired to go anywhere! I stayed home and watched VCDs after DVDs instead. I really had a great headstart to this new year!
Though my latest wish, to get on with 'that-someone's-boyfriend' didnt come true... At least now I have my own boyfey who I know he loves me and only me. I'm not sharing this love. & i feel superb about it.=P
Ok. This post is getting too long. I'll blog about first day of school tomorrow morning before i go off to meet Amir. You people have a great year ahead.
Dy, well.. im still calling you this tho im attached to Amir. Whatever makes you think i'll forget about you even after how much hell you've put me through? it was worthwhile. as i said, you're much precious than time. i said i'll wait. but what you told Faris and how you reacted to me when I talked to you crushed every single hope I had. and when you didnt show up on countdown, you dont know how dissapointed i was. you are never there when i need you. i had all the time in the world fo you but you never could spare a minute for me... so i fucking move on.
LOVE
; nadiah .
p.S : ASYRAF CALLED ME BACK !
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