hello. Labels: family's and friend's betrayal
tell me, if you are a friend to this pair of cousins. both of them are having an arguement.
you were very close to the both of them.. and then when you guys are having an outing, one of the cousins said not to bring the other along. what would you do? would you not bring? would you bring her along? would you try to make things better? would you like to help resolve the issue? or would you just let it be.. and let it rain on the cousins? tag me, i would like to know.
just as i thought things were fine, i got to know it wasnt all along. you read the post about friends didn't you? you read what i wrote to my cousin, about my cousin, for my cousin.
what happened has happened and i tot we closed that chapter and fucking moved on. but why is this happening all over again? your wishes and prayers to God wanting me not as a family member is never gon come true. in our veins, we have the same blood. hate me, i don't care. you wanna be a bitch? be it upfront.
you're just fucking jealous get it? and whatever i say here, i don't care if our aunts, rents, friends, companion are gon read and comment all about it... do as you want.
i closed this. you opened it and started blabbering me. black listing me. bad mouthing me. if yuo haven't notice, you have taken my bestfriend away! and what more do you want? you wanna make my life miserable? well, get this straight.
if you're trying, den you're a plain fiasco. if you could have taken my bestfriend then i don't know what to say except that she wasn't who i thought she were.
bestfriend stick to each other no matter what, they help to resolve each other's problems.. they are someone who knows something is wrong tho we never tell.
you said only a few words and she had a change of mindset. well, fine.
now, i don't even feel like as if i lost a friend, i lost a cousin. cause you guys never were true peers.
you wanna know what true peers really are? ask around. and give them this situation.. see what others will say. i admit i did the mistake. but i apologised and wanted to move on and tried to make things better.
but YOU, you added salt to the salty water. how the hell you gon make it sweet?!
face it, the fact you're acting this way is you're just plain fucking jealous. yea, im boasting. yea, this is ego.
im over reacting? no, this time im not. its the way i am suppose to react. being betrayed like this? have you ever felt it? in fact, you have never.
you're dance interest? if i didnt forced you to joining Bootscrunk FCC, would you love dancing? if we havent fought about Bab, would you have been close to your abg angkat and then get to know Zahari? would you have? when you and Zahari were fighting and you felt like breaking up, did i just let it be or did i helped and tried to make things between you better? did i not send a msg every first date of each month to wish you both a happy monthsary!? have i not?!
i stopped all this when i got to know you really wanted me out of your life.
i stayed away.
i stopped disturbing you.
i stopped talking about you.
i stopped trying to think about us.
but even giving you what you want, me not being close to you.. you took away my bestfriend, you corrupted ppl's mindset about me..
i cant blame them, you are quite good at persuading and talking fucking craps about me to others. they were stupid to buy them.
but i only have one thing to clarify to these ppl whom SHE has talked to abt me,
WHY DO YOU AGREE WITH WHAT SHE SAID AND TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME WITHOUT EVEN ASKING ME?
no, don't bother apologising. i've forgiven you all. but i will never want you back in my life. the place that was once yours, is taken.
i replaced you. yes, i found someone better than you.
someone i know will stick with me no matter what people will say about me. cause she knows me well and she knows what i will do and what i will not. she knows me the way you NEVER did.
i will never get a cousin to replace you. but hey, having a cousin like you.. its better not having.
just fuck out of my life. talk about me all you want. just fo your info, i won't be spreading my thoughts to others.. whatever i hafta say, i have said it here in my blogpost.
open to EVERYONE EVEN YOU. i don't go behind ppl's back no more and bitch about them aite.
you wanna bitch, bitch upfront!
i can take you on wherever ok. you are nothing, without me. accept that!!
this is ego, this is the truth, this is reality that you kept denying.
learn to face it slut.
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