CALLING CALLIN' NI!!
haha. well, if someone can tell me how to turn a pessimistic boy to an opimistic one.. PLEASE ADD ME UP IN MSN AND TELL ME HOW !!
that pessimistic person is a game addict at ten years old and his grades are falling..
Get back to me if you can help. thnks.
LOVE
`serenade
xo
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Does the game people call LIFE have any rules...
In my opinion, it does. Say, karma. What you do onto others is what you get in return. Like an old saying, "Do onto others what you want others do onto you" this is something all of us have in mind at least once in our lifetime. Don't deny eh! Haha.
Its funny how karma hits on you. Most of the time, we fail to realize that a mishap that occurs to us is because we caused one before. To think again, sometimes we do realize.
Ever occurred to you, when something is about to finish you feel like giving up? Its stupid. When its not even done, we feel so engrossed. When its almost done, we feel like as if we don't wanna go on. For example, cleaning up a paint-tray, after use, we hafta wash off all the paint so the next time we use it, the paint won't mix. When we first wash it, we take off the easy part of the paint but when its almost clean, we leave it with a little bit of paint here and there on the tray. Why not clean it off as well? We've cleaned the big spots, what's the crime cleaning this bits? Funny isn't it the way human mind works..
What I don't get is that sometimes I find myself not being true to the words I say. Sometimes when I am so confident, it backfires. When I promised someone, something, sometimes time just makes my promise a fiasco. Its either something happens to me or to the person I made the promise to. Or maybe sometimes, it occurs to me that I know I don't wanna go out but I still get out of my house. Its like as if I'm not sure of myself even when I admit to others, I know myself inside-out. Fact is, I don't. Not yet.
Hey! I'm only 15! I've still got life. =)
LOVE
`serenade
xo
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
CLASS 313 of 2006! YIIPEEDIDOO!! Love this crazy class of mine!
Tho the fact there is only three girls out of 19 pupils in the class. (=
MATHANA RUBEN now in Pioneer Sec & GHAZALI now in Bukit Batok Sec !! I MISS YOO LAR!!
Aniwaes, here's a video of what happens in a small hyper class when the haze gets bad
and the class can't play soccer in the court...
Courtesy of the class chairman, Radi!
2006 was a hellaf a ride mayne! School was a blast!! Beginning of the year, we had lots differences,
soon, we tried to adjust to the environment and tried to fit into each other's lives.
Radi, he's been a great chairman to work with. But next year, I'm not goin to be the class vice chairperson agen!
Chairman is also a "NO-NO" fo me!! Maybe la.. But strong feeling, NO!
I love my class la except fo a few heads. uGh!
Daren, my Deelie; Cat! Haha. Thanks fo helping me in Math yah! ;)
Jumaat, bongok! LOLs!! =D Thanks fo helping me in Physics! YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR TEACHING YOU OTHER SUBS! =P
And thanks fo the times u hafta bully me. Hell yeh, we were so close. So close that even NUrul gets jealous.
=S Glad things are back to normal.
Nigel! FISH! haha. Cute la u. haha. Aniwaes; you'll get up to sec 4 la. You got 2nd in class wad Mid-Year!
Weii!! Thank me for getting high marks in DNT ok! HAHA! I helped alot in the project nyek!!
Isman! PALAT! PALAT! Nyahaks! Hey, thanks fo blanjaring me eh! =) thank u very nicee hor. ee! so chinese. haha.
Working with you on the DNT project was best la!
Patrick!! MY SPONGEBOB FRIEND! HAHA. You great artist. Great friend! Great peartner! haha. I want my Spiderman drawing k!=D
Sunny! You irritating idiot. Haha! Jasmine here and there. Love bite everywhere. HaiyoH! THen Sexualit Education,
so attentive !! LOLS! =) weii; congrats on getting A1 for Math! So dependent and ended up the highest.
Jeffrey.. you brat. What happened to you?! Change alot you noe!! But nevermind. Still can live with it. Met sumone more annoying than you.
Mustafa!! The most handsome indian guy in class. HAHA! You fool la you. Till now my Apple Tea isnt in my hands!!
Haha. You and Ismail always ask me to reason with Chua urh if you guys are absent. Haiss. Very irritating.
But, I'm sure I'll miss all this..
Ziqkrul! URGH! Don't even know where to start. If I can kill one person in the class, it'll be YOU! >=)
Well, mebe not la.. Mebe Qian Qi! NYAHAKS!!
WHERE BOON?! The geek who started the Digivice trend in class. LOLS. You la, Digimon here and there. Compo
also about Digimon!
Jeremy, you are. EAT EAT SLEEP SLEEP!! Hhaas. Promoted not? You tink?
The rest whom I did not mention, YOU GUYS GOT NO IMPACT IN THE CLASS!
You guys exsist or not doesn't matter. NYAHAHA!
Kidding, sorry yarh. Cnt think of an occasion you did that actually stucked in my brain. haha.
Love 313 of 2006. ;)
LOVE
`Serenade
xo
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
DIY: Lip-Gloss..
Well, well… Thanks to my Sheer, this topic came to mind. =] She is one addict to lip gloss. Let me tell you, she takes more than 5 minutes to perfect her gloss on her sexylicious lips. Ourgh! Those close enough to her, you'll understand what I'm talking bout. The time spent waiting for her to get done in the ladies can kill! Well, she isn't the only one. Most of my girlfriends have this love for lip gloss. So do I. I'm a teen and I know its hard to buy our own cosmetics sometimes. Don't worry now.. I can save you $10 each/every two months!! Make your own lip gloss girls! You'll need a microwave to do this.. Well here's what you need..
• Vaseline Lip Care [get the medium bottle or large if you want to make more]
• Vitamin E or Fruity Based Oil/Cream
• Used lipstick; the colour of your choice.[ if you want a clear gloss, you won't need this]
• Glitter
• Your favorite perfume scent
There you have it! Please remember to use plastic utensils. Washing away Vaseline is a torture! Trust me. Ok, here are the steps.
1. Scoop off the Vaseline lip care and put it in a plastic bowl. Place it in the microwave for 20 seconds. Do not over heat. Blowing up Vaseline is another torture. Its HARD TO CLEAN OFF!!
2. After 20 seconds, take out the melted Vaseline. Cut a portion of your lipstick using a plastic knife and (if you want clear gloss, skip this) add in 2 teaspoons(again make sure its plastic) of Vitamin E or Fruity Based Oil/Cream. Mix it using plastic spoon.
3. Add in the glitter as much as you want. But not too many because than you'll have glittery lips instead of glossy! Mix again.
4. Then, when the mixture is thick once again, give a spray of your favorite scent to your lip gloss to give it a nice smell.
5. Place this mixture in a nice little lip gloss holder, and place it in your refrigerator over-night.
6. Take it out the next day and there you have your very own made lip gloss!!
You can even make this and give it to your girlfriends as presents or door gifts for your all girl party! Enjoy!
DO NOT BLOW UP THE KITCHEN!!
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Does the game people call LIFE have any rules...
In my opinion, it does. Say, karma. What you do onto others is what you get in return. Like an old saying, "Do onto others what you want others do onto you" this is something all of us have in mind at least once in our lifetime. Don't deny eh! Haha.
Its funny how karma hits on you. Most of the time, we fail to realize that a mishap that occurs to us is because we caused one before. To think again, sometimes we do realize.
Ever occurred to you, when something is about to finish you feel like giving up? Its stupid. When its not even done, we feel so engrossed. When its almost done, we feel like as if we don't wanna go on. For example, cleaning up a paint-tray, after use, we hafta wash off all the paint so the next time we use it, the paint won’t mix. When we first wash it, we take off the easy part of the paint but when its almost clean, we leave it with a little bit of paint here and there on the tray. Why not clean it off as well? We've cleaned the big spots, what's the crime cleaning this bits? Funny isn't it the way human mind functions..
What I don't get is that sometimes I find myself not being true to the words I say. Sometimes when I am so confident, it backfires. When I promised someone, something, sometimes time just makes my promise a fiasco. Its either something happens to me or to the person I made the promise to. Or maybe sometimes, it occurs to me that I know I don't wanna go out but I still get out of my house. Its like as if I'm not sure of myself even when I admit to others, I know myself inside-out. Fact is, I don't. Not yet.
Hey! I'm only 15! I've still got life. =)
LOVE
`serenade
xo
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
Its Smokin'…
Yeah!! Now when we watch some channels on TV, let's welcome the new sign on the top left hand corner of the screen… The 'PSI ' !! Not only on TV, when you listen to Perfect 10, 98.7FM during Daniel Ong's show; you get the PSI updates every hour! It's the occasion where Indonesia shares their smoke with their neighboring countries. Lucky nuff, I live on the 02nd floor! I went to a friend's house, level 24, and I could actually see how hazy it is in Jurong! *sighs*
Lots are falling sick due to the smoke, either they have eye irritation, a cold or a cough .
Akeem & Haady is having the latter. Sleep early la fools!!
To add on, not much activities can be carried out. Some have plans to hike, sadly they hafta change their plans.
My youngest brother actually wrote this on his journal;
“ Dear Indonesia, why must you burn the trees? My mama said its good to share. But why are you sharing something bad? Please stop burning the trees…”
I'm blogging about this because of this entry he wrote in his journal. Its so unfair that Indonesia is burning the forest. Not only unfair to humanity but to nature as well. Its causing air pollution and it destroys the ozone layer. Also, it takes years for tress to grow! Can't they understand? I feel really sorry for them but sometimes I feel boiled up.
I perspire when I walk from my house to Lakeside MRT at 6.30AM to get to school! Whadda?! Its irritating!
LOVE
`serenade
xo
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Friday, October 13, 2006
Love…
Something made for everyone in the world. Unfortunately, it isn't fair to everyone. Agree? Well, I'm not blogging about this because my love life sucks. Actually it's been nothing but a great one! Thanks Akeem! =) The reason I'm blogging is because the people around me keep having problems about their love life. No one is particular…
Why is it that some die too young that they don't get the chance to have someone special in life? Why is it that when some falls in love, it backfires? Why must love be something made with so many sacrifices?
Yes, love is about give and take. Yes, love is something meant to feel. No words in the latest Oxford Dictionary (or any of 'your own' dictionaries for that matter) can define love.
Its just like a work of art in your heart. Something you can admire and something you can only feel. You can express love in beautifully crafted words but it will never come out the way you really want it too… Why is it sometimes like this? Its not fair is it?
Its part and parcel of life I guess.. It's a stage everyone gets to feel; either from their family, friends or even someone special.
Let me tell you a story of a 12-year-old girl who is very pretty. Unfortunately, its heartbreaking to know that a car accident actually rips her away from her life. She never got a chance to love someone special. She never got a chance to share her stories. She never got a chance to snap some pictures with a boy. How unfair right?
I know it's wrong to actually talk about this. I know that this is all God's will but you can't stop a human's mind from asking and trying to clarify her doubts can you?
To those who actually feel like as if you're unwanted and un-cherished. You have to know that not everything is turns out the way you want too. Its either you're too young or too old for someone. But please, never underestimate yourself. There is someone, somewhere out there made especially for you and maybe, just maybe you're a late bloomer in love. Be patient. Like a badge I read on a schoolmate's bag; "I'm playing with all the wrong ones while waiting for Mr. Right" Don’t get me wrong, I'm not trying to ask you to toy around someone's heart but just try to love. Try to understand some others before you come down to a conclusion that you wanna settle down with that somebody.
Plus, don't blame God for making you the way you are. The grass is no greener on the other side. You're a beautiful thing and you have to appreciate yourself before you can get others to see you the way you want them too. View yourself the way you want others to view you. Respect yourself. You don't have to act like someone else just to get someone.. Being true to yourself is all it takes. If that someone truly loves you, he/she will accept and adjust to your environment. Now that's when the commitment comes in. =)
And like Akeem said, not everything happens when you want it too. Welcome to life!
LOVE
`serenade
xo
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
this people crossed my mind as i was about to sleep. then, tried to close my eyes; their faces appeared one by one.. and i realise that, I really really really do miss em much.. 
INA : the one who was always there fo me in sec 1. Miss the times we gossip and giggled behind the books in the library. Miss the times we took neox and argued hu takes which piece.. :) now; you're a head prefect but i still see MY ina whenever i see yoo doing you're duties. im glad i was part of your life.. <33 u beb.
IDA : haha. even tho we arent so close. Whenever Ais, Ina, Jannah and Me hung ard.. you are always part of us. We were the Famous Five. Miss those times. dunchu?
well, so sorry didnt get you a bdae press this year. =S
DEE : this monster here. gud to noe you've kicked away that huge "sayangness" to food you once had when you were 12! haha. Everytime we went out, you'll be buying snacks and food everytime we pass a shop. haha! now, we're all grown up. 15 ardy. eh, kau blom! haha. long time since we hung out together..and abt the huge fight we had last year, lets just erase it or smaller the font and move on k? P.s: MUST BUKE TOGETHER TAU!
DIP : thanks fo d Esprit bag. hehee. sorry if i dirtied it or nthing. and thanks fo being der fo me when things were rough sailing btwn me and dee. owe u one beb! haha. miss gossiping witchu! tall girl! ahha. well; now you haf a BF, bes of luck in the relationship grl! ;) BUKE TOGETHER!
YANA : my another gossip partner. haha. wenever we're together; dip will surely be ard so our gossips are tight with one another. BUKE TOGETHER!!
HANIS : OUH MY MY! You're so grown up now. And sad to noe you're into stuffs we never thought we would do. I'm sorry i cudnt b der fo you when things took a turn. But hey, lighten up! At least you're still alive. Enjoy the good moments till it last and don't qns it. (: gd things dun last. guess tts why our frenship turned a lil sour back then.. lol! aniwae, miss those times when you cumover and we cooked together with my mum's help. Your family still asking fo my mum's fried bayam? haha.
FITRI : KAK!! thanks hottiee! thanks fo teaching me when you were still in QWSS. till now I remember the way you thought me to remember concave and convex. w/o you i think i'll have to squeeze my brain wenever it came to physics! ahaks. hope you were still in QWSS to coach me. =)
HAZIM : I noe that you will never read this. But I'm happy God is witchu and you're safe up there. Luekemia was our biggest war. I'm sorry. Ur mum and dad misses you loads. Now, as Syawal approaches, your memory bcums heavier. I still remember the way you stood up fo me when those guys were bullying me.. haiis. Pls help us thru Hazim.. and I still love yoo.. :(
ASYRAF : tho our relationship took a very coarse tumble.. i want you to noe im still here fo you when you need someone to talk to. I noe we've had lots of misunderstandings but after 5 years knowing each other.. I can list your everything from A to Z.. I miss you looking deep in my eyes with your golden brown eyes.. I miss the times you tought me break-moves. thanks asyraf, fo making my childhood a colourful one.. love yoo!
ICE : maseh pendek kau eh!! haha. i still haf the note you wrote during MT Period.. "Frens Forever" hehe.!! Hw sweet!
NORAINI :YOU! whenever we meet, there will be a fight. still remember the day under Mdm Yanty's block during raya. that fight was, OUCH. It hurts.. But glad we get it off our back and moved on.. (: For 11years, we've went thru life noeing each other exsist.. Now is the time I wanna thank you. From the bottom of my heart.
SHIKIN :girl!! I miss sharing my very very personal stuffs wit yoo.. You were the only one whu cud relate it truly. Haiss. Guess time really flies faster these days..
NAJ : NAJIHAH! miss ya. i soo miss your mum's soto !! during hari raya, w/o fail! MUST EAT! haha. WEll, the Graduation Performance was a night to remember huh? Yeah.. It was a blast. And thanks for making things easy while I was trying hard to be an A-Student while doing my duties as a prefect..
FARA : WHERE ARE YOU?! huh?!?! WHERE ARE YOU??! Any Fara out there, 15 years old..usta live @ Jurong West NTI, had a childhood fren named Sara Nadiah. We changed Spelling Book once and we met infront of my block to swap it back. Anybody with such childhood with the name Fara, pls contact me. I MISS YOO!!!
LILY : ouh idiotic neighbour. haha. miss you laa.. the giler giler times we had. the day i caught you red handed not fasting in Primary school.. haha. BUt now, I have no idea what you are going thru in life.. best of luck girl, whrever u are.
CHONG MING : im wondering if you can read this.. if you do then, I'd like to let you know.. You're still my fave buddy!! hehee!! our time together were awesome and im glad you aced your PSLE better then some of your classmates back in 2003.
AKEEM ; Fatal ; Syugah : Oh! Need I say more? You guys are a bunch of great monkeys!! hehee!!
Ouhkay. Off to bed now. I feel lods better. (:
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im just bored.
Patrick just told me that I passed my Math. Sunny got highest!! fagging idiot. haha.
aniwae.. im ending my day with this post la. nid sum rest. still feeling lethargic from yest work. PENAT! haiis.
tomorrow is my Bio paper, followed by Physics; the final paper on Tuesday!
no school on Wednesday & Thursday. Cnt wait till then.. but on second thought, everytime holidays are around the corner; i cnt wait fo them to start. When it starts, i cant wait fo it to end. Typical. Well, Friday is the results to my papers.
Then, i'll be hitting Esp fo performances by BS Artiste. Be there guys.. (:
Hmmm.. how do you feel when you like someone else when you know you are with someone else? Guilty rite?
Well, its not something I wish to blog about. I'll try to get it off my back.
(:
LOVE
`serenade
xo
gdnytes.
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hello peeple.
lemme share sumting witchu...
from now on,
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
ever wish you're invinsible?
yea, we need sympathy from others sometimes but look, with this qns, its sympathetic!
we know that its impossible, why even bother thinking bout it..
once i said that i love everyone but now i realise i don't.
last two days was something that shudnt happen; i cnt seem to erase it from my memory
its just there to remind me of my tempremental side.
getting hit is not on anyone's wishlist.
bleeding is no exceptional to it..
the internal bleed is what hurts the most;
and more.. if its external and internal.. time is all you have to heal it.
not anyone in the world can help you.
you hafta bring yourself together to heal yourself. only you know yourself best.
dun tell me things are gon be ok.. cause i noe my life is a mess and it wun be ok any sooner.
dun tell me it will.. cause i noe myself better than you know me.
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im EXHAUSTED!! yes, i am! woke up at 8am, watched TV fo an hour.. When mum woke up, I started clearing out the stuffs in my room to paint it. Syugah was suppose to help out yesterday but she didnt turned up. nermind. so, i did it today larh..
I moved the stuffs out and the started painting. My room was pink, now its blue! hehee. actually, wanted to paint it lavender. but, not enuf paint(in tight financial situation-so didnt buy new tins) aniwae, after painting the whole room; i realised i missed a spot!! haha, so painted the leftover and went to take my first shower for the day! At 10.30pm!! HAIYOH!! i was perspiring like giler! my hair was in a bun and i had almost zillions of clips on before i put on a bandana(btw, i look like a minah malaysia if i put it on) haha! but, wat to do? didnt want any dust particles or paint on my hair/scalp.
Well, thanks to my dearest godbrother, Samsir and my wonderful parents and 2 lil brothers, i finished the whole room makeover by 11pm!! GILER KAN!? a room, takes a whole day.. noe why? bcz, i had stuffs in the room to be polished, cleared, thrown out, bla, bla, bla.. So tts the reason i'm so lethargic!
well, i hafta get some rest. haf to wake up fo sahur tmr. another long day tmr.. meeting Rezzo to gif him, his BAG! ahah. funneh story to that bag. mebe i can spend a lil more time telling u guys bout it..
[REZZO'S BAG]
Once upon a time, Rezzo, Kak Izza, Crimson Coalition & my brother, Khalil went to watch a movie with Rezzo's fren(whom i do not noe of) at the Padang. Half thru the movie, Kak Izza gotta get home before she breaks curfew. So, Rezzo sent her back. WE all thought he was coming back as he left his dear bag at the Padang. Then after an hour, he wasnt back yet. So, Rezzo's fren called him. Surprisingly, he admitted he forgot to bring home his own bag!! LOL! haiss.
So, Syugah bought his bag home. She had Teenage Icon Finals the nex day. Rezzo sed he'll be there. But he didnt show up. So i had to bring home HIS bag. till this day, the bag is still here.
[THE END]
haha. well, the bag misses its owner and i've tried my very best to persuade it to stay with me(mcm real!) but it turned out to be a fiasco. wat to do.. =P
meeting akeem tomorrow! =D miss him many-many! haiis, the day after tomorrow is my Bio Paper then on Tuesday its Physics and NO SCHOOL ON Wednesday and Thursday. On Friday!! PSYKES PERFORMING @ ESP!! YAHOO!! Saturday, double/triple movie date!! yes yes yes. luking fwd to a great week!
TO SYUGAH
grl, glad to noe u had fun! do well fo d exams k baby! and, if Khalid(or however its spelled, pardon me if its wrong) ever breaks ur heart which i hope he won't cz u've been thru enuf, tell me aite? i'm still here and till the day i die, I will be here fo u wenever u nid me aite.
LOVE
`serenade
xx
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