Haluhh. Here's an update.
Well, unfortunately..things haven't been looking up for my last week being f0urteen.
The whole week was a fiasco. Started out on Sunday. Unfortunately.
Sumone did smth he/she wasn't suppose to do. Things back fired and then he/she regretted his/her actions because now, erthing seems to fall apart for him/her.
As I try my very best to convince him/her tt things are gon be aiite. He/She simply doesn't listen. So, tts one thing tt has been happening. And still is happenning. Tomorrow, i'll be with my cool dudes and lovely dudettes; celebrating my bdae eve! Haha.
The other thing tts been happenning and I don't like it.. Is.. of course none other than the hot hot guy i always talk about when family issues are brought up. MY INFAMOUS 17-YEAR-OLD BROTHER, KHALIL. Yepps. He jus don't understand what his family is going thru just for him and I don't see the reason why. I do wanna have fun too. I do wanna chill around. I do wanna be with my friends all nite long if i could. I do wanna be free. But in life, we gotta simply be who we are. We have to do something tt we believe we can strive not do something bcz we like doing it. My brother, a devil trapped in a young man's body. An innocent teenager, trapped in a devil soul's. Urgh! If only I could carry out excorsim on him. HAHA! CRAP!
Well, nuff said bout tt guy. Now, I wan things in life to work out. It takes time. But..I'm gon spend my time like as if its the last second i'll ever breathe. U never know when you're gon die. I'm turning 15 on Sunday. I'll be leaving my 2nd Stage of life. 14years has passed. Experience are experience. Memories will be cherished. Bygons are bygons. I'm learning to walk on my own. Learning to face reality and leave behind my fantasy. Trying to accept that I AM MY OWN DESTINY...