Hey!
Hrrm, now I've got weekend broadband. So, it's easier to update and all.
Lets just start with 'what happened today'...
Woke up early, went fo Ngaji at CCK. Then, returned home with my lil brothers. Around 2.30pm, made my way to Somerset to meet Akeem. We watched Superman Returns! LOLs. But nice lahh the show.. Not bad. Very pain my ear, the sound effect! LOLs.
Then, after the show, met up with Fatal & Firwan. Tepranjat beruk ku Firwan ader!! Goodness! I almost loss concious wen I saw his face wen I exitted the ladies. But, I told myself to act normal. Well, i am normal.
Then, the funny thing is..We went to Esplanade. After the great time I had earlier on in the day. Things have to get rooky. Life is a bitch. Life wudn't be a bitch, if Life tried. haha! Hrrmm, ok. We went to esplanade..Then proceeded to the roof top. Firwan met his friend. *im green*
and from the top, I saw my elder brother! What the hell was he doin der?! He sed he'll be at Clementi the whole day! But he was at Esp, with his friends. So, i did something I shudn't do. I called him. I told him I saw him and he wanted to hang ard with me. Of cz, i tried to ask him to head home. BUt he sed he has sum issues to settle. His friend was beaten up and he wants to 'help'. I cudnt help my tears, I went bonkers. I was filled with grieve, anger, the air of melancholy didn't give me a break. I was mixed up. Fatal, Firwan & Akeem was there. I gave that -so-what-attitude- which I know I shudnt have. *stoopid me*
I was hoping Syugah to arrive that instant but hope was lost. It took another 30mins to dread b4 she arrived with Doc. Doc and the guys talked while I poured out to Syugah. I cried.
How can my brother be blinded by the lights his family has shined on him eversince he was a baby? Why can't he turn over a new leaf and realise what is wrong and what is right?
Thanks to him, I'm afraid to trust a guy..