Ola!
I'm glad that finally my huneys are back to me. well. not all five tho. whatever it is. if you read this, please understand that im not tryna tell all how i feel bout him. its just the truth grl.
GRL=NURULJANNAH =(
sad to say. she's the only one whom i cant relate maself to now. its like as if i cant trust her cause her dearest, 'Juma'at' is kinda like menghalang me!
i dunoh why but, it juz feels that way. mebe its her guy. yeah. i suppose. whatever lahh! its not like as if i can't survive. im still breathing aaiite!
Well lulu..if u wanna know what actually happen. Let me tell you a story.
You know what happened after xcountry riite? yeah. i break down big tiime. hees. well then after march holidays, he never did talked to me ever since. whatever la. but hey. he can haf all the grudge he wants towards me. its not like as if i care. DUH!! but will he pleae keep his opinions and his blooooooooooooooooddiiiiY mouth of his shut! he need not go around the small class and throwing negative remarks on me! i've still got ma pride grl! i've got a rep grl!
and hey, its NOT WRONG to actually haf a GUY BESTFRIEND IN CLASS! Yep. i know some of you grls dun. and sum guys dun haf grls as a bestfriend but that doesn't mean its a crime to haf one! yeah, i share ma stuffs with him and not with others. yes, i give him more attention then i give to others. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M INTO HIM!!!!!!! [him - patrick]
GET THAT INTO JUMAAT'S HEAD/BRAIN/COMMON SENSE [ does he even haf one? ]
He need not express his thoughts in English Lesson, GroupWork! Its embarrasing to actually having a MALE TEACHER reading negative thoughts on A FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL IN A CLASS FULL OF BOYS! Thanks to Ghazali, Patrick & Isman, I held ma tears back. I hafta be strong. I know i hafta to. I'm not gonna cry just because of that. Ma tears are worth better then that humiliation.
And because of this kinda situation happening in ma class, i can't express it out to Jannah. Somehow, i haf the feeling she'll tell Jumaat. (kater lubing here and there.no secrets between us -.-') WHATEVER!!
But. To KISHA, INA & SYAH. THANKS A ZILLION! Lurrve u grls to diips and pieces.
JANNAH, its not that i dun lurrve you and i dun wanna thank you. i dun wana cum between u and him. whatever happens. we know inside we're who we are. and he is not gonna change wat i feel inside. never haf and never will. thanks fo everythin. but fo now, jz giv me the space i nid. i hafta get use to the humiliation im gonna face for the entire years that i'm gonna spent in the same class as him. =/
FAMOUS FIVE. I NOE WE'RE BACK. I NOE YOU GRLS FEEL ME. THANK YOU
IF WATER WERE HUGS, I'LL GIVE YOU THE SEA
IF LEAVES WERE KISSES, I'LL GIVE YOU A TREE
IF LOVE IS FOREVER, I'LL GIVE YOU ETERNITY
IF YOU ARE LONELY, YOU'VE STILL GOT ME. =)
remember this grls. its meant fo you. SMUCKS!
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