Ola.!
Haiiz. Wad a day. The weather is not making things perfect. Yarhs. I noe nothing's ever perfect. ...
Well, I guess today is not my day. Its good that at least the streets of Singapore is being washed and the plants are getting water. 8) LOLs.
haiiyoo. Today, early2 morning..Aaron called. asking if i wanna mit him or not. i took d later bus cause i was eating a heavy breakfast. so, didn't mit him larh. no big deal tho. bla.bla.bla. he said to give him a miss call wen i reach Holland Busstop, so i did lah. Its nt a signal asking him to wait fo me. DUH! hahahhs. so mean la Nad!!
Then, was lazy to walk so waited fo 145. reached school saw Nurul, Aisyah & sister. Then wen i settled down fo morning assb, found out Patrick was absent!! =O
So after flag-raising ceremony, i text him and he claimed he wasn't feeling well. Ouhkayy. heheees. Tu lahh! Hu ask u to go play in the rain?! Sumoh with tt fren of urs. But i wonder.. how cum he a-ok but u fall sick? low immune huh? LOLs. ok, i'll stop it.
Then during Maths Lesson, Aaron msged me. LMFAO! Cn't believe the msg he sent me mann. Here's what happened. Sorry if you can't understand.
AARON: U.Best p blg sume org yg i knl u aru 2 ari den sound u stead...Best tk?Smlm i kol u srh kol alk tpi tk kol...Org tggu u kol tpi tk kol...Tpi u blg kol Nashriq...Asl...I ni jahat sgt ke yg u nanak kol..Tela...Nnti mlm pon, bknye die kol org..Dier kol Nashriq...Org syg die tpi die tk appreciate...
OK. GET ONE THING STRAIGHT. I'M SINGLE.
Guess what was my reply..
((*FYI: Nashriq[Nas] is Aaron's close friend in class))
NADIAH: If ttz wd u tink den tts tt urh. Bt fo sho, i didntgt any kols from u smlm. My abg was holdng my fon n he didnt tell me nthng. N i cume blg my abg yg u sound org. My bro muz haf told d rez. U pikir i knl dgn kwn2 die sume? N yh, i did kol Nas, so? Get tis straight, we haf nth to do together. We're jz frenz.
LOLs. well, what cn i possibly say? fiine. i tolerated wen he asked me D ANS, wen he asked fo kisses, wen he start holding my hands, wen he starts placing his hands on my hips, etc. but this has to cum to an end. if he is gonna be interpreting way beyond wads happenin den go and die lah! saper mau p pujok sehh! no tiime! m nt d kinda grl hu goes ard making up to you wen i noe i'm not at wrong. unless you're sumone special. duhh.
siince u noe tt i haf extremely no affection, why go on hurting urself and luk fwd to me appeasing U? PUHLEASE!
GET A FREAKING NEW LIFE!
haiiz. den Nas oso loiike jz tahan with him lahh. My bro? Humph. Useless freakk. he like no feelings one urh. every type of person der is in life, he will be frens with. doesnt matter d age, d attitude, d gender nor d appearance. he is a man of wisdom. CHEY! Cm betol jerrk. =P
kayy lh. since the weather is raining, i might as well tuggg iin. hehee. nice weather to sliip my arse off. LOLs.
LURRVE,
SERENADE
xoxo
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This is the place where I sit,
This is the part where I love you too much.
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
and tumblin' and breakin'
'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
I dream a world where you understand
I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends?
Nothing but good friends?
'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only-
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could
..
ina. i really am sorry if fo yoo, i wasnt der.
tot u'd bother to beep me. but no msg nor miss calls weof ur digits were on my cell.
im sorry.
lurvee,
-serenade
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Ola.!
Seriously, i admit. I'm a reali sucked in-confused-blurr-silly-4teen year old-grl.
noe wHy? simple explanation. im simply sucked in. im confused. im verry blurr and result me in being silly.
haiyooh.
as you noe. this aaron guy. yahh. well. he is kinda liike pissing me off lah! last thursday, mebe sum of you Queenswayans saw me walking to C'walth busstop with him. THAT MEANS NOTHING! get it straight!! IT MEANS NOTHING OUHKAYY!
N-O-T-H-I-N-G!
as i was saying, he is pissing me off. furstly, i just got to noe him like wad, a week ago. and on Monday afternoon, he asked "D QNS" of coz its a NO. DUH!! then. on Wednesday, he asked fo a kiss. (wadda fARKK!) i ignored. then on the Thursday. he asked agen. whhadda hell is wrong with him?! he wans to physco me? puhhlease.!!
not tt kinda grl u can easily place a bet on. no boy. i dun catch ur bait at all. so stop trying! u blew ur chance wen u started holding my hand after i tried shaking it off so many times. RESPECT was all i asked fo.
haiiz.
haha. farnii riite, guys now-days ahh! =D *no offence*
den today, before he went to Boys Hostel, my brother asked him to cum over and go together with him and another friend of his, Mawi. myy goodneess!! life ohh liife. so cruel. yeahhs.
wahh sia. i lazy mann today. lepak at home onlii. tk kluar langsong!!
haha. finally, i got the adidas bag!! RED COLOUR!! whoohoo! smucks smucks smucks!! larrp it to diips mann!
biin admiring it everytime i walk past Royal Sporting House. wanted d adidas, reebok and puma bag. but lurrve adidas more. so wen i got d $38, adidas was d furst bag i bot! nyehe.
ina, dun jeles arhh..u got tt pink bag mahh.=P
but still counting on tt adidas sport watch!! lukin at atikah's wrist makes me envy her so the much mann! damm. it makes no sense at all. but still, i lurve her l0ts. hehess.
aiiyo. im so bored.!! like want to go out but no where to go, no one to go with. sumore. im penniless! haha. yesterday, bot the bag. today tkde money! LOLs.
kayy lah. wanna rest the eyes AGAIN. haha.
LURRVES
SERENADE
xoxo
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
Ola!
Ouhhkay. Today, came back home and met up with Lan. as usual. this muthafagker is pissing me off sia! errgh!! but as daddy sed, leave him alone and walk ur way thru, one day he'll realise that hes nt much different then you.
if dad says so, den tts wad i'll do. =)
hhm. actually..I've been giving this a thought fo sucha long tiime. if you disagree with me; i'm sorry but this is how its gon be.
FROM NOW ON, i wanna be a better person.
FROM NOW ON, i will kiip my distance.
FROM NOW ON, i'll be true to my words.
FROM NOW ON, i'll be careful with promises.
FROM NOW ON, i'll be the one my parents once knew
FROM NOW ON, i'll do my house chores and school work too
FROM NOW ON, i'll follow the time-table
FROM NOW ON, i haf to get back home by 10pm
FROM NOW ON, i'll have to learn to understand
FROM NOW ON, i'll try to never lie
FROM NOW ON, i'll accept facts tt i am hu i am
FROM NOW ON, i dun wanna haf enemies
FROM NOW ON & TILL FOREVER
i'm gonna love my parents, the way they've always loved me.
derr. ouhhkayy. so tmr is Good Friday. and hell yeah! im meeting Rezzo! =) nyahah. wan see him bald! >=)
i noe m bad. i noe. i noe. hahah.
ouhkayy. things getting serious now.
Dearest VO, apology accepted. I understand if you got to carried away with the emotions. i do too wen i get the blues and the frust. =) glad to noe that you've finally understand tt it wasnt going out to Swift. hope boff of eeu will make it thru w0keey.
take care aiites. peace!
And err, kak Lisa if u reading this..please try to get my hp num ouhhkay. BEFORE SATURDAY! got imp thing to tell you!
LURRVE.
SERENADE
xoxo
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Erghh! I can't take it mann! tt dribbler is so kicking my ass! so what if he and the ball is a bestfren?! hey. i've got a thing-bezfren too! camera!! hah.
he lurrves to dribble riite???? den go try get thousands of balls and dribble at the same tiime lahh! suker2 je nk sakat org. i've got feelings owaiite!!! i can get thousands of cams and with just a pose i can get shots at diff angles! u?! haha! wadever.
((HEY. EFA AND SWIFT IF YOU THINK THE RHYME BELOW GOES OUT TO SWIFT. YOU GOT IT WRONG. WHAT YOU THINK I'VE GOT NOTHING BETTA TO DO RATHER THAN DISS SWIFT?! WHATEVER FOR? THE DRIBBLER IS A NEIGHBOURHOOD GUY WHO I ALWAYS MEET AFTER SCHOOL. AND HE KIIPS DISTURBING ME AND ALL! I WANTED TO PERFORM WITH HIS DANCE CREW[CONSISTING OF THE PPL I NOE] AND HE WENT SAYING I HAVE TO AUDITION. AND WHY DO YOU EVEN THINK ITS A DISS TO SWIFT!? YOU WANNA SAY IM WHACK, SO BE IT. I CAN LEARN FROM THERE. THANKS. BUT IF YOU SAY IM WHACK, THEN WHY DO YOU TAKE OFFEND WITH THAT RHYME THAT ISN'T AT ALL GOING OUT TO YOU??? AND THANKS FO CALLING ME A BITCH. THANK YOU. ))
as i was saying. foget bout the abv if you don't understand. as i was saying.. tt dribbler( Lan ) betta stop the damn attitude before i really get a needle up his ass man!! kau pikir matae kau lawa, kau boleh kutok yg laen? pathetic.
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Ola!
Once again. Its me. da lamer tk ku buat begini. haha. its been long since i update my blog on a daily basis. weehee.
ouhkayy. Rezzo is in and he is BALD! nyahaha!! LMAO! ahahks.
=D
Ouhkayy. Ouhkayy. Basically, today was like any other Tuesday. Went to school, went to track and came back home.
On my way home, in the train..I met Freeze! hahss. malunye! met him in track and field attire and face! wad the birdnest mann! told him bout what happened to the once, "FVO" and he just gave a sarcastic "ha-ha". wiiteva lahh.
came back home, Aaron asked me fo "D ANS". Of coz lah i can't accept him. its nt tt i dun harf feelings fo him at all but i feel its just a rush to get into a relationship with him. baby, we gotta chill! haha.
so then, he was dissapointed and started calling himself an asshole and a bastard. wiiteva lahh. tried to appease him but nth came out of it. so, i guess its betta if i leave him to cool himself and reflect positively then i'll get back to him. =)
d otha thing i wanna bring up is tt. me, adam and suresh may be performin fo teacher's day this year! but we dun0h wad song to bring. well, tyrus suggested "Where'd You Go? - Fort Minor" but I haven't disscussed it with either of them. hahhs.
well. why the sudden choice? its bcoz, adam and suresh MAYBE wanna join Platform7 and dey wan d exposure behhbEy.
hehee. verriii d advance gud luck to the bof of em!! eheh.
kayy lah. im damn tiired todayy. nyehehe. chalo-beta!
LURRVE,
SERENADE xoxo
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Ola.!
Hey. ouhkayy. this post is going out to REZZO! Who's going to serve his country tomorrow, 11th April 2006, 0530h. =( Gon miss hiim liike fagg. dammit.
Dear Rezzo, i know things haven't been going the way you wanted it last weekend. But whatever it is, remember that me and Kak Izza will always be here fo you kayy.? I'll be der fo you d way you've been der fo me. The song on my blog is going owt to you. Sorry if i've been irritating you. but if i dun, you just won like it. riite? hehee. well, i hope your thigh is feeling lots betta! tuhh lahh! spent ur $$*ka-ching!*$$ loiike water summore. it wun be der wen u reli niid it and the consequences, you gotta take it. now, see what telah happened. two words fo you; PADAN MUKE! =P tu lah. degil. nex tiime listen to me.
now that the truth is out and you've put urself out of 'F'-VO. but what did you went thru on Saturday? whatever fo? told you to put it down. its not worth it. DEGIL! so very stubborn. if kak izza is reading this, i bet she's LHFAO! haha.
Do me a favour, you know i'm gon miss you so so so much wen you're in camp. but plss. wen u get ur furst pay. I WANT MY FAMOUS AMOS! hahaha! i noe. im bad. >=) but. its just the way i live beybeh! yeah. =))
and please send me ur verse fo our song wokeeyy.? im gon work on the bridge. and mebe mah verse. ;)
hhm. wad else shud i say?..
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yah! pls do take care of urself wen u're in there. remember tt u've got ur loved ones outside. and dun be stubborn in there lah! PLEASE!!! FO GOD'S SAKE! i'm sorry i can't meet you today. PENAT LOIIKE HELL! even Aaron asked me to meet him, i said no. padehal, suroh jumper pat Queenstwn Library tau. so the seblah skola. haha. i noe. i noe. PEMALAS ME. nyahaha.
I noe, you're going, "WHO THE HELL IS AARON?!"
well, aaron is the guy hu was hanging on the line yesterdae as we were talking bout ur FVO issue. he's got this affection fo me. HOW I KNOW HIM? funneh storry.
Aaron, 16, Queenstown Sec, serving Weekend Detention at Sg Boys Hostel loiike my elder brother.
Ring a bell?
No?
MY BROTHER DUHH! kayy. aaron called ma house one day, looking fo my brother hu was asleep. then aaron passed his number to me, asking me to pass it to my elder brother. i did the nex morning but i didnt delete the number from my phone.
then, remember the tiime at skygarden? yahh. i didnt lock my keypad and i TER-send aaron a msg. i dunoh wad msg la da delete.. den he text me. asking me "saper ni?" den i sed im khalil's sister and i told him that he gave me his own number to pass to my brother but then i didnt delete yet. haha. so then, in the morning. i bumpped into him at Commonwealth MRT (loiike always) and we chat awhile.
in sch, we were msg-ing one another. then he asked me "THE QNS" . =O
i noe. haha. but dun worrie. i've got brains lahh. i just got to know him riite. tkkn nk troz accept. its weird. NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE. aniwae, ders another guy at heart. ;)
Rezzo.. i'm so gonna miss you after tomorrow. no niid miss you now. no use. haha! kidding. =D
remember to take care of urself dear. lurrve u bro.
LURRVE,
SERENADE
XOXO
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Friday, April 07, 2006
I don't care if you wanted an audition, but please never doubt any of God's creation. So what if you can dribble? I can get ur ass shove with needle. You think you're fucking great, well you do have a mate. See how long it's gon last, see if its gon be fate. But as long as your ego stands in line, things between you and sum others just won't be fine. I was being realistic, you're being materialistic. Might as well, i get you one red lipstick. Your acting like a chic, worst then a kid. Give me another comment, i'll give you a kick! You don't go around bragging bout your 'ustabee' status, life goes on, so keep track of what's LATEST! Yeah, i don't know you deep, but remember i'm saying this just because of what you said about this chic!
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I know you're my daddy but you're driving me crazy
I'm a big girl now, i can walk on my own
Every sigle day, i get ma cute ass back home
and When i am at home, i feel so alone. I have no sister, wish i had a clone
Dad, do you hafta nag? Everytime i get back?
You're tryna be protective but stop the checks
Its your love that i lack, i'm tryna be somebody
So please stop your tags!!
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I dream of your smile
your style, your laugh
I dream we are together as the days slowly pass
I dream I'm your everything
your girl, your world
then I wake up
broken in two
that is a shattered dream
that will never come true.
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i'm just feeling dark this morning. Guess I woke up on the wrong side of bed... haiiz.
SHOOT ME DEAD,
SereNade.
xoxo
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
Ola!
I'm glad that finally my huneys are back to me. well. not all five tho. whatever it is. if you read this, please understand that im not tryna tell all how i feel bout him. its just the truth grl.
GRL=NURULJANNAH =(
sad to say. she's the only one whom i cant relate maself to now. its like as if i cant trust her cause her dearest, 'Juma'at' is kinda like menghalang me!
i dunoh why but, it juz feels that way. mebe its her guy. yeah. i suppose. whatever lahh! its not like as if i can't survive. im still breathing aaiite!
Well lulu..if u wanna know what actually happen. Let me tell you a story.
You know what happened after xcountry riite? yeah. i break down big tiime. hees. well then after march holidays, he never did talked to me ever since. whatever la. but hey. he can haf all the grudge he wants towards me. its not like as if i care. DUH!! but will he pleae keep his opinions and his blooooooooooooooooddiiiiY mouth of his shut! he need not go around the small class and throwing negative remarks on me! i've still got ma pride grl! i've got a rep grl!
and hey, its NOT WRONG to actually haf a GUY BESTFRIEND IN CLASS! Yep. i know some of you grls dun. and sum guys dun haf grls as a bestfriend but that doesn't mean its a crime to haf one! yeah, i share ma stuffs with him and not with others. yes, i give him more attention then i give to others. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M INTO HIM!!!!!!! [him - patrick]
GET THAT INTO JUMAAT'S HEAD/BRAIN/COMMON SENSE [ does he even haf one? ]
He need not express his thoughts in English Lesson, GroupWork! Its embarrasing to actually having a MALE TEACHER reading negative thoughts on A FOURTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL IN A CLASS FULL OF BOYS! Thanks to Ghazali, Patrick & Isman, I held ma tears back. I hafta be strong. I know i hafta to. I'm not gonna cry just because of that. Ma tears are worth better then that humiliation.
And because of this kinda situation happening in ma class, i can't express it out to Jannah. Somehow, i haf the feeling she'll tell Jumaat. (kater lubing here and there.no secrets between us -.-') WHATEVER!!
But. To KISHA, INA & SYAH. THANKS A ZILLION! Lurrve u grls to diips and pieces.
JANNAH, its not that i dun lurrve you and i dun wanna thank you. i dun wana cum between u and him. whatever happens. we know inside we're who we are. and he is not gonna change wat i feel inside. never haf and never will. thanks fo everythin. but fo now, jz giv me the space i nid. i hafta get use to the humiliation im gonna face for the entire years that i'm gonna spent in the same class as him. =/
FAMOUS FIVE. I NOE WE'RE BACK. I NOE YOU GRLS FEEL ME. THANK YOU
IF WATER WERE HUGS, I'LL GIVE YOU THE SEA
IF LEAVES WERE KISSES, I'LL GIVE YOU A TREE
IF LOVE IS FOREVER, I'LL GIVE YOU ETERNITY
IF YOU ARE LONELY, YOU'VE STILL GOT ME. =)
remember this grls. its meant fo you. SMUCKS!
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