Ola!
Hey. its been wad..hw many months since i last updated? yahh.
well. kiip you updated with sum stuffs that's has happened/been happening/is happening/going to happen. heehs. =)
HAS HAPPENED
Ok. before the 25th Feb. Me and a guy named Jidsaw formed up a crew, "Just Us Two[J.U.T]"
We joined the Woodlands Hip Hop GiG & Showcase. That was muh furst rap performance out in public. Before getting ma ass on stage, i was freaked to death but wen it was all over, i wanted it to rewind! =P its in my DNA! hahahss.
Well, it was a competition. Duh, we didn't won! But those who did realli deserves it. Hey, lose graciously lahh! *cheeks*.
Okay. That was then. Now for what happened this week. J.U.T is history. Seriously, i can't handle it with Jid. He's been bubbling on his word and chocking my neck! Its not that i'm trying to say he's damn wack or something. its like as if i'm so dope if i were to say that. but hey, he's taking sucha long time to write his rhymes. its been like a month ago since he sed he wanted to do a 2nd song[Let's Party was the 1st song and we performed it Woodlands].
There was this song, Life Goes On that he wanted to work on. It took him like a looong time to actually just write a rap verse according to the song! WHAT THE HELL!!
The whole song was ready EXCEPT his verse(s). I can't stand him! But hey, i've got patience ok! [haha! but havent mastered it YET] -which mean i will..soon. XD
But i had enuff wen i heard tt he went around Art House exclaiming he is wack! WHAT THE HELL!! He's pulling down my water face! I got a rep to take care of!
Plus to add on, i hang around with Rezzo & Friends. and those FRIENDS were Jid's close friends once. but he had some beefin with em and he is tellin me, NOT TO BE FRIENDS WITH EM bcoz of some reasons i wun post! What the hell!!! Urgh. So then. I told him straight. I SEE NO FUTURE IN J.U.T
BEEN HAPPENING
Bcoz of what happened. I told Rezzo bout what Jid sed bout Rez. And he wasn't realli tt offended. but i heard tt Jid used a name to blablabla. [to prevent guilt, i wun explain the blablabla]
so now, ppl are realli cross at him and his gonna be under alot of beef. even tho i've washed my hands off him. I RELI FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING!!
IS HAPPENING
As i mentioned. I'm feelin so fcukin guilty. i mean. wen we were in a crew, wenever he had issues, i'll be there. but now, i realli wish someone will be there fo him. everyone niids a listening ear. and i noe u're going like, "den why did u wash ur hands off him?" its bcoz, i'm nt the kinda person hu can tolerate tt kinda person. pikiran setengah peepoll are not my under my case.!
but yet. I FEEL SO GUILTY! someone slap me.
GOING TO HAPPEN
Ok. So its 1st April. Speakeasy at Art House today. and today's the day Jid is gonna have to come clean bout his issues. i dun wanna be there but somehow i wanna be there. i'm like the one hu putting him thru this. why cant i shut the mouth up? urh. but hey jid! you made me mad, and this is what happen if u make me mad. i make shit happen. go0dness. MAHGAWD!!
haiiz.
luk on the briite side. im gettin FREE tix and cookies today! =) nyahaha.
kay. gtg now. wan bathe den siap2. mtng Rezzo at CCK MRT CNTRL STATION IN LOIKE and hour!! haha! gotta rush.
Lurrve,
-[SereNade]-
xoxo
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