Hey!! Welcum again, yarps...new song. I try to associate every post with a significant song. Something happened in muh life today and I cant quite believe it. After a whole day of fighting with my emo and getting fumed up with muh younger brothers always annoying me, plus dha lost of muh ez-link, something so great you can't simply put it in correct words happen. Its not an event that makes u cry out your tears cause you're sad or you're scared. Its an event that allow tears to flow against your cheeck and you feel fear gone, only you and your inner child communicates and your you hear your heart actually talking to you..Here is a little bit about muh day,
//*Have you checked out muh fren called Myztikal's Blog? Well, if you haven't later den check out..now you read muhaine ferst! =) This Myztikal, a fren, a close companion, muh counsellor, my elder one whom i treat with the utmost respect and concern...One who i will continue to look up too no matter what. If he does anything wrong, I'm not treating him differently. This vow i made is because I believe nobodys perfect. He told me once that he treats me with respect and he loves me as a sister and i'm blessed enuf. How can I ever possibly repay him? He has actually open my mind to think thru about everything that I do, he made me realise that my inner-someone isnt just a girl but a girl with highly respected dreams and he also made me feel the way I've longed to feel. Loved by a brother. Even tho yes, i do have a bloodbrother but you gotta understand that the gap between us is only 2 years. His thoughts and mine are never the same for he never think out the outcome of an action (Sorry, if you're offended). Its hard for me to communicate with my blood brother. And its been a few months since i last got his concern. Myztikal, just want you to know i'm more then blessed that you've entered one of the chapters in my life. You've create a climax that no girl like me can feel blessed. I was once living in dark cell with just the love from my parents and words of encouragement from muh besties but now, ever since you've unlock the cell, I'm free to see the greenery of nature, blue sky above me even wen its raining, happy faces everywhere even in the mirror. =D
//*Just want you to know that having someone who treats me the wae I ought to be treated and one who understands me and stand up to his rights just for me is the best thing I can ever possibly receive. On muh birthday, i dont want anything from you....Just your voice saying "Happy Birthday" to me is more than enuf. I'm in love with myself eversince you wake me up. There are so many things that seem small to you but huge to me. The impact is liek you giving me a new mind. Expressing muh feelings in songs has never been an easy task for me...and its not now either but its easier now compared to last time. All your words, wen i think about it as i end my day...It reflects on who I want to be, who i will be and what i will be. Thanks for everything that you've done. All you commitment can never be repayed by me enuf. All i can do is pray to Allah that you're in the pink of health and may He bless you with best wishes and gud luck in everything you do. I'm lost of words to describe how trully precious you are to me, I realli dream and not wish that you will always be there for me when i need you. For wishes gets me no where but dreams keeps me goin'.
//Thanks Myztikal!!!
XoXo - aRa NaD
++PiZoWt!++
((Song played along with this post :: "Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson"))
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